Big BANG Theory

Harrows, okay yeah I have bangs now. Big surprise. (I was pretty skeptical about it myself)

Well, new hair for the new year and new beginnings! What the heck, why not!

Okay not much updates, life in Singapore can't get any more interesting than anything you've already experienced, really. So yeah, days are mundane as always. School serves as a threat, yeah it's on the line now for me. If I am capable of screwing up any further(which is an understatement because of course I can go all out), I would do permanent damage on my future transcript if I manage to earn one. Yes.. I need to grow the fuck up and stop fucking with my future..

So, the key comes to me soon. (Katie, Keith, if you're reading this don't mock, just say Hi.) Boy, I'm getting old. And I guess it's true, as age catches up, you just get cranky. I sound like I'm turning fucking 60. No I'm kidding, it's just the pms kicking in and I've just been having crazy mood swings and I've just been mad grumpy lately. There really isn't a reason for me to get hyped up about hmm, turning 21? Feels like a normal year, hoping I don't screw my life over.

On a lighter note, my health is spiraling downwards. No I'm not kidding. I get these crazy stomach problems every now and then. And I don't know, spending more than 6 hours away from my bed, I feel like I'll collapse. Seriously. I never seem to get enough sleep be it after 14 hours or 6 hours of sleep. Really. And I don't know. Just got this vibe my days are numbered. Either that or I'm pregnant. (I'M JUST KIDDING, CHILL) HAHAHA why am I so morbid right? But really, the next invitation you receive from me might just be to my wake. Come in rainbow colours guys, black and white's too normal and normal is what I've been for my entire life. Funeral has got to be awesome, at least. (how is this a lighter note, I don't know really.)

Okay, pictures of me bangs in a bit. Please ignore the huge mess of a sty I call a room for me. Too lazy to crop the photos, and this was before CNY. So the mess. Okay, too much coke for the day so the funny way I speak. I'm somewhere between stoned and hyperactive. Yeah but beyond normal. You know?

My grandma just came in to ask me "If born in 1931, how old this year?" Awwww, she's so cute! Plus the cute blur face she's got on when she was asking me. Anyway Mama's turning 80 soon. I love you Mama, goodnight. :)