Every time I hear your name, I just go into a fits of rage. Really. And all the insignificant people out there, don't read too much into this post because as bored as I am, you will definitely not make it to my posts not even when I am about to die from boredom. This rage comes from this mega bitch which shall not be named before I have to go for reformative sessions for nothing.
I'm glad the semester is nearly over, with the exceptions of the exams. Can't say I'm proud of myself because hmm, I foresee two outcomes of this semester, both I genuinely regret. #1, I will get kicked out. #2, I have about 3/4 of the total modules I took this sem to repeat. So hello Year 4, I smell you already.
Things I will be sure I will not do if (so help me God please) I actually get past this sem. I will not cut classes. I will be an A student which, haha I should be capable of if I actually decide to put in the efforts. If I can get straights As for 2 sems in ITE with my very bad behaviour and attitude(sleep in class + more MC than the number of days I'm in school + in school but in the toilet more than half the time + really almost go kicked out), I should be able to do it here with the right attitude. Okay yes, I always say the same shit but do otherwise. But it's about time I matured and actually do something right in my life and actually work for something I actually wanted so badly 2 years back.
You see, complacency kills you. Really.
Truce between me and you, I don't want to or need to fight you, it's pointless because you are a bitch and the only way you can ever win is by unscrupulous methods which we both know, you are very capable of and it's about the only thing you'll ever know how to do.
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