Thursday, March 10, 2011

Blessing in disguise or a disastrous start of a brand new journey?


Hmm, me is a happy girl whoop whoop. Well, I've been staying home the entire week but I'm not complaining. Pretty proud actually. I have Mitch Albom by my side with a few TV series for companionship. Kinda like my holidays - laid back style~ on my own.

Today, I went shoe shopping! Kudos to Mommy who was in a good mood, we went to Tang Studio! Comfy comfy shoes I must say! Pretty skeptical at first, would rather go for my Far East cheap shoes. But, you'll be surprised! Okay luh the shoes, either that or I've just been increasingly easy going these days when it comes to shopping. Could be that I don't really care that much. But... Hehe I got 3 pairs!!! Haha damage done to Mommy. Thanks Mommy, I love you deep deep xoxo. I gave her my oversized shorts though.

I think I've been losing too much weight without meaning to, did i mention? Now I'm kinda scared. Stepped on the weighing scale and got a shock! Lightest from when I can even remember. And, I've been eating. Think I got worms.

My memory's failing me. If you see me on the streets and I don't say hi and I'm supposed to know you, say hi to me. I am just slower these days. Numbered days. Wow, melodramatic bitch someone. Hehe I'm kidding, memory not that bad yet...

Think my nails need to take a breather from this crazy owner. I went from green > purple > red > pink in about a month or 1 1/2 months. After the pink starts chipping, I'm gonna go all natural. When the lady was doing my nails the last time only did I realise that my nails turned YELLOWISH. I was like whoa shit for like 30 seconds then I kinda forgot about it. Either that or I have just been smoking too much lately. Hahaha ): I need to cut back! Staying home, I weigh the pros and cons. I smoke more eat more but I guess I save more $$$ compared to going out being in the sun getting ugly skin!

Eh I think tonight I wanna go mask! Hahaha, I have never been the kind who's crazy over doing masks and stuff until lately. I don't know why the sudden craze and interest. But I guess it comes with the age. Gone with parts of the laziness gradually, slowly but surely in with these more of these vain little moments. Just scared that if I start taking special care of my skin, it will become worse. Since it's fine with the least of my attention, should I be doing these extras?

Tomorrow I wanna stay home! Funneh. But I'm serious.

To do list:
#TOP PRIORITY// VISIT GRANDMAMA!!
#1 Rearrange my rack of clothes (complete total mess now)
#2 Do mask (tonight lazy)
#3 Bum around, Valerie style
#4 Clean my room a little
#5 Throw away stuff I've been meaning to throw away
#6 Read book watch show same old

Quite boring hor my day. ): Haiya, but you know what's the best part of this day? When you just nua in bed and do NOTHING. Be completely paralyzed in thoughts and daydreams of how awesome it would be if everyday was like this, for the rest of your life. ValerieSibeiLamNua@yahoooooooooo~.croms It's nice to be lamnua once in a while lah okay. Those who have yet to get a chance to do so, YOU ARE NOT LIVING YO. Or you're just in denial cos it prolly has happened to you but you're too proud to admit you have been dirty and lazy and didn't care about make up for just one day of your busy life.

I'm still not used to sleeping alone. ); I really miss my grandma a lot. But it seems she's pretty serious about it this time.. ): But I love the random phone calls I get from mama. She makes my day, all the time. And every time I leave her house when I visit, if I'm heading out after, she will always tell me: "Have a nice day! *her joyous cute smile*" I really miss her very much and her leaving, made me realised she really did pamper like hell. Especially when it's just me and her around. She locks the door for me everyday when I go out. She climbs out of bed just to do that. She waits for me to step into the lift before closing the door every time. In between, we will exchange kisses and waves from my lift lobby to my door. You know, it is a kind of bliss. To have someone like this in your life. They set everything in place. This is why, when you lose them, you become some what dysfunctional. I don't wanna be dysfunctional. I want Mama to live forever, even though I know forever doesn't exist..

Typed so much, but about 9/10 of it is really just crap that doesn't really matter. Hahaha. Kthxbai.

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